Saturday, December 31, 2011
I was watching the last sunrise of 2011 when I noticed Mr. Muskrat sitting out on the front stoop of his lodge in the marsh pond (looking north towards our neighbors) -
(tiny blob in lower left corner of photo below):
He studied the water for a while (his size & pose somewhere between a cat and a squirrel); then jumped in suddenly and paddled down under water; then less than a minute later resumed his position on his lodge. I watched him do it several times over - I'm guessing he was going for breakfast.
(goal in 2012: telephoto zoom lens!)
and a passage from Middlemarch by George Elliot:
"Certainly those determining acts of her life were not ideally beautiful. They were the mixed result of a young and noble impulse struggling amidst the conditions of an imperfect social state, in which great feelings will often take the aspect of error, and great faith the aspect of illusion. For there is no creature whose inward being is so strong that it is not greatly determined by what lies outside it. A new Theresa will hardly have the opportunity of reforming a conventual life, any more than a new Antigone will spend her heroic piety in daring all for the sake of a brother's burial: the medium in which their ardent deeds took shape is for ever gone. But we insignificant people with our daily words and acts are preparing the lives of many Dorotheas, some of which may present a far sadder sacrifice than that of the Dorothea whose story we know.
Her finely-touched spirit still had its fine issues, though they were not widely visible. Her full nature, like that river of which Cyrus broke the strength, spent itself in channels which had no great name on the earth. But the effect of her being on those around her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing good of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so ill with you or me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully a hidden life, and rest in unvisited tombs."
I've never read this book, but came across this quote recently and it stuck with me. It gives me another perspective on the lives of recently deceased friends. And it speaks to me during more ambitious moments of introspection and preparation for re-invention in the new year. (...and maybe some day I will read the book)
"Certainly those determining acts of her life were not ideally beautiful. They were the mixed result of a young and noble impulse struggling amidst the conditions of an imperfect social state, in which great feelings will often take the aspect of error, and great faith the aspect of illusion. For there is no creature whose inward being is so strong that it is not greatly determined by what lies outside it. A new Theresa will hardly have the opportunity of reforming a conventual life, any more than a new Antigone will spend her heroic piety in daring all for the sake of a brother's burial: the medium in which their ardent deeds took shape is for ever gone. But we insignificant people with our daily words and acts are preparing the lives of many Dorotheas, some of which may present a far sadder sacrifice than that of the Dorothea whose story we know.
Her finely-touched spirit still had its fine issues, though they were not widely visible. Her full nature, like that river of which Cyrus broke the strength, spent itself in channels which had no great name on the earth. But the effect of her being on those around her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing good of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so ill with you or me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully a hidden life, and rest in unvisited tombs."
I've never read this book, but came across this quote recently and it stuck with me. It gives me another perspective on the lives of recently deceased friends. And it speaks to me during more ambitious moments of introspection and preparation for re-invention in the new year. (...and maybe some day I will read the book)
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Monday, December 26, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Christmas lights in the rain
tree at the end of our snow-less, puddle-ridden driveway
Sometimes the annual updates in Christmas cards bear sad news... One arrived in our mailbox today with mention that our lovely former neighbor Peg in Florida had passed away, a few years after her husband Ed. We couldn't have had better neighbors on that little cul-de-sac - where we argued over silly things like whose trees were spreading Spanish moss to the others. Ed enjoyed telling the story of how he first met Peg, sighting* her as she emerged around the corner of a building in Boston (where Ed was stationed during WW2 before he was deployed)... I like to imagine them rounding corners and finding each other again now.
*originally I spelled it "siting" - and actually that kind of works too, according to how Ed told the story ;)
Sometimes the annual updates in Christmas cards bear sad news... One arrived in our mailbox today with mention that our lovely former neighbor Peg in Florida had passed away, a few years after her husband Ed. We couldn't have had better neighbors on that little cul-de-sac - where we argued over silly things like whose trees were spreading Spanish moss to the others. Ed enjoyed telling the story of how he first met Peg, sighting* her as she emerged around the corner of a building in Boston (where Ed was stationed during WW2 before he was deployed)... I like to imagine them rounding corners and finding each other again now.
*originally I spelled it "siting" - and actually that kind of works too, according to how Ed told the story ;)
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Thursday, December 15, 2011
And from the sky come the Lord and the lightning...
The 5th Dimension - "Stoned Soul Picnic"
One of my earliest childhood memories: sneaking under the bed of my friend's older teenage sister to listen to music she played on a little 45 record player (including this) - whenever I hear this song I remember her beautiful long blonde 70s hair.
One of my earliest childhood memories: sneaking under the bed of my friend's older teenage sister to listen to music she played on a little 45 record player (including this) - whenever I hear this song I remember her beautiful long blonde 70s hair.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Code to live by
"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none."
(Someone gave me this quote tonight.)
- William Shakespeare
(Someone gave me this quote tonight.)
Friday, December 9, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
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